I'm almost out of money, and with no money I may have to leave Georgia. I've been working so hard towards my biggest goal: Staying here, but unexpected medical bills and car bullshit have thrown my calculations off. I don't want to lose everything. :/ I hate how I've come home crying every day for the past week while thinking that that won't solve anything.. It just makes me feel worse, but sometimes I feel like that's all I can do. I'm going to find a second job and hope that that doesn't take away too much time from me and Ace, I think he's the guy I've been waiting for for a long time and I don't want to lose him because of this crap.

Things always work out in their own way though, and I find comfort (or try to) in the fact that I believe that things happen for a reason. Thus far, my life has unfolded accordingly, and I hope this is just another step towards something positive that'll stick a smile of relief on my face. For now, I'll just play some guitar or keyboard; music is the best medicine <3